i feel so lonely and weird in this big house by myself. sometimes ill just sit here in silence and listen to the clock tick. and i sleep ALL THE TIME. i dont even know why. i drink coffee. i drink “perk” tea. i work out. i’m always sleepy. i’ll be watching TV online because i don’t have cable and BAM im asleep. 2 hrs later. blurgh. at least theres 30 rock and workaholics and chocolate covered pretzels.